dead

i'm dead tension.

"just not u"

just not me.

why is each everyone of U keep telling me that i'm different from the usual me?

do i really changed a lot?

or maybe its U

who don't really know me.

who know me NOTHING.

if yes,

perhaps,

people changed.

if it is true,

then,

i hope.

i have changed,

to a person,

who is a lot more better.

hey people!

do tell me.

if i'm getting worse.

pls, pls, pls.

I REALLY NEED THAT.

I REALLY DO.

buck up!

something is wrong.

that keeps bothering me.

somehow.

i must go on.

there's no way to turn back.

just keep on moving.

dont ever hide!

buck up!

nak makan itu benda!

craving for 'pauh ringan'

pauh ringan a.k.a buah mangga yang kecik2.

saiznya sangat kecik kalau nak dibandingkan dengan mangga biasa.

alah. yang masam2 tu.

last time i went to pasar pasir puteh, i tried to find that sour thing. all around the pasar. but i couldn't find any. dah la masa tu i was SOOOO tempted to eat it. nak sangat2! sangat la craving for that. maybe it wasn't the petite mango season kan?

but today!

i went to pasar again. with my mom of course.

hey2!

there are sooooo many of them, that pauh ringan!

happy2!

nak je rembat pauh-pauh tu. mane tak nye. dah lama mengidam.

dalam tekak dah rasa air liur keluar.

paham tak macam mane rasa dia?
ala. kalau tengok benda2 masam, then air liur akan tekeluar dengan sendiri nye kan? heh~

tp.

biler pikir balik. .

cannot lah.

next week, i still have tests.

:chemistry

:statistics

:islamic study

so,

i cant buy em'!

just for the sake of myself.

*ey madhiah! nanti karang susah lak nak ingat. sabar yep!

next time, next 3 weeks lah kan.

my mid semester break.

balik umah nak makan pauh ringan~!

looking forward for that~

heh.